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The Body Series

Body 2 final web

Body 2, 2010, oil on linen, 80″ x 60″

The Body Series

The paintings in the body series are based on a haiku cycle written by Michael Joyce:

Lost Hills Hokku

this

smoke

and

the hills

at dusk

the

symmetry

of

thigh

ivory

moon

Renga of seventeen hokku with haibun

this [body 1]

spring is more than this

whose body sits by the gate

beyond this stllness

Just above Las Virgenes the chapparel commences, black sage, bush monkey, lemonade berry, toyon and silk-tassel bush blending to a single scent sometimes described as earthy, txapar the Basque word for the center, where dances the lover before you, before all this was what this has become

smoke [body 2]

smoke both what it is

and what it is no longer

joke of aftermath

cousin to la cendre, twin to the mirror, the cheap pun of the holocaust an account, a cost, lost to us, a yelping dog left chained to a stake beside the smouldering house on Calabasas, its odonym from the Chumash for gourd, calahoosa, the cup of  the world, belly of Hutash, whose island, Limuw, her consort, warmed with his tongue of fire until the place grew so thronged it tipped like a currach into the water, song of our our dolphins brothers swarming neath Rainbow Bridge, the DJ playing Garth Brooks on the Island Packers ferry,  “Like a bird upon the wind/These waters are my sky,” and what we are left with is what?

and [body 3]

the perfect counter-

part of itself and not what

it links, viz.  blue moon

the second time in any month an excess, by mensuration, a melee, the sensual and sensuous (AHD)  “are frequently used interchangeably to mean ‘gratifying the senses,’ esp. in a sexual sense. Strictly speaking, this goes against a traditional distinction,” by definition or distinction what links us is not what we are or what we lack, “is” is the cupola, this whispering, tenderness of being “entre guillemets” as if “under covers,” of darkness for instance or the lover’s embrace or sunk beneath the endlessness of the sea before us, and

the hills [body 4 and 5]

cherry blossom pale

breast in the dark of the night

above where we sit

white hillock cette fesse

how many languages can

you laugh in, gonzesse

the shoulders of the world, quand même, turn cold to us when the embers settle, dawn and dusk each grin comme le sourire d’une diablesse, or recall how the bright lights shone below the scene seen from the deck at the Hammer curator’s house  that time after we waited in the car for the party to start among these holy hills, here where French is thought la langue of temptresses, from Simone Simon to Simone Signoret, mais vraiment, in truth, les françaises were among the earliest settlers of  the pueblo, the aptly named Jean Louis Vignes arriving from Bordeaux in 1832 for instance, until by the turn of the century, l’aube de lumière des étoiles si vous voulait, ”stars in every city/ In every house and on every street,” (The Kinks), back then Chinese and French businesses filled the eastern sides of the plaza, le soleil– that is, in Mandarin ri become, today, tai yang,  pouring down upon them at days’ end, Sky Snake wreathing the Chumash hills above like a punker’s studded belt along Melrose, all these facts a bore to the whore of history where she lays, rump plump as hills, and watches the fireworks, the days sparking against the spinning sharpening stone

at dusk [body 6 and 7]

the rat-a-tat-tat

of the woodpecker gives way

to the nightingale

tasogare now

Shunsei’s spring star is rising

above the lagoon

Along the the Satwiwa Loop trail toward Boney mountain the tall grass whispering as the wind rushes inland at twilight then up long the sycamore canyon where the waterfall once more sings the wakaba kana, leaf song, long ago written down in the old man’s florigelium. Here the night wants to be born no less than the morning.

the [body 8]

thuds in certainty

sun pouring down upon one

in a rhyme for sea

He is who we mean when we talk about her, she whom he calls upon so intractably that no one can bear how he sounds, not even that one whose face mirrors his, each side precisely a copy as if he were a moth and she a candle, vesica piscis of its flame riven like an almond, its symmetry that of a cloven apple, seeds in their husk, mouth agape. This parable is one of absence but does not make a heart more fond, or her Eve. “Ventureño, like its sister languages, is a polysynthetic language, having larger words composed of a number of morphemes.” Verb at it its heart with utterances often composed only of a verb with clitics (I’m, you’re, she’s, for instance, they’ve or they’ll, we’ll if you like) pushed, propulsed should be a verb thinks she’s one now with him.

symmetry [body 9, 10 and 11]

snow cherry blossom

your kiss clings upon my cheek

finger seals your lips

long after the spring

his echo haunts the valley

fawn running before

first the sun grows then

the shadow on the bluffs of

Carpinteria

This is a long story in three parts: the thing that rhymes with another, that other, and the rhyme itself. Let’s call the first thing woman or chalk and the other tar or man, he and she in black and white. The third will be the shore that rings between them or the slow half-spiral of the red-tailed hawk above the rookery.

They are walking hand in hand but they do not talk because the ocean today is raucous, the wind rising up from the Channel Islands (O Hutash is this you again?) and not stopping until it has cleared the peaks of the Santa Ynez. Somewhere near here is where Lizard tricked that trickster Sky Coyote; later each of you can read this story in the lover’s hand.

He thinks he has told the stories out of order but she only smiles. With that the surface of the ocean calms and great brown gods rise above the foam, a procession of them riding in upon her, wave on wave of laughing angels lapsing and then jumping off before the stipa and the sage scrub. He knows he should be jealous of what she is able to summon in men but erstwhile betimes she’s made him fly as well and thus really he can have no complaint. Even so he falls asleep watching the dim embers from the fire on the beach and hearing her laughter as she tumbles with her consorts beyond the ring of light.

of [body 12]

primitive relay

of itself, hanashoubu,

iris, drills skyward

What part of speech this is we know no more, pre-positional exactly, pied troisieme the climber’s term as well, generative: of or relating to reproduction, of thee I sing, love or the sleeve of the coat, “the son of a friend | the government of India | a photograph of the bride | a former colleague of John’s,” the whole entry a mad catalogue of possible relations, “the city of Prague | the idea of a just society | the set of all genes,” a violation of copyright, I touch along the length of you the caress drawing a simulacrum in the air,  Brossard’s Baroque d’aube exactly, or as she writes in her journal intime, “à s’interroger sur cette autre que je pourrais être si je pensais en anglais, en italien ou en toute autre langue.,” to ask myself what I woud be if I thought in another tongue, say English or Italian.

thigh [body 13]

we have come to this

hollow where the mist lingers

along the narrows

Miocene flank lambent and postcoital before them, sedimentary loll of her, his sinewed thrust now lapsed, lovers intertwined, swan curve of their arms along the basin where the ocean gently rocks before them as if a baby’s joujou, a bright plaything only half in focus wherein the twin visage appears as worn as a walrus Chumash cameo, Pacific exactly, caresses like whispers and the seagrass swaying in the green depth beneath the still surface of the bay that from time to time the breeze ticks in a phosphorescent dapple.

ivory [body 14, 15 and 16]

Malibu lagoon

an autumn wind multiplies

moon’s ivory face

trivalve music of

a conch trumpet heralding

pale queen of winter

and then left with what?

this carbonaceous shore’s

salt bleached murmur

These three sisters once fashioned a whole people from bone, starting as a lark they created a race of ghostly dancers in diaphanous silk gowns, milkweed princesses and the like, but tiring quickly of them looked instead for something with more muscled substance, a calculus for those things that cling among the seawrack in the way the red abalone resists becoming dislodged, holding on until the diver’s lungs scream and he must surface, still dreaming of the great pearl he dreamed to glimpse within the pulsing creature.

What else can be hidden in echo or rumor, the treble goddess perhaps: maiden, matron, crone, the low note raising in consecutive intervals of a third, known as a gymel, which despite what might seem its familial resemblance is a false twin to gyno and its derivatives, gynophore for instance, the stalk of a pistil, ladyflower’s phallus.

A word of such substance could easily, one supposes, hold itself erect, susurration lifting from a tidal cave so loudly that the wayward sailor finds himself drowning ere he comes to know the sound he finds himself involved in as the lorelei’s faux music. Still they say she shows herself to him in the moment he takes the last draught in into his lungs, the whole sea become a blue breath, chalcedony light upon the surface before it forever dims.

moon [body 17]

twin pearls between moans

of successive consonants

moon’s seasons her own

It is impossible to be alone here no matter what you think, the sea pressing against the shore, the shore pushing back again, dark upon the hills, their lavender shadows rising skyward where a drift of sweet pinyon smoke outlines the vagrant breeze, and you a beam of light within this constant traffic, shore to mountain, home again.